That’s it. We barely communicate anymore but I still feel okay. More than okay. I realized today how many prospects in terms of people around me are there, and it sank it to me also today how much more people like you or even love you or (still) love/loves you.

In (my) other words…. Around us are people who love us, like us, and people whom we like or maybe even love.

We are both prioritizing academic related stuff. As much as I want to exert that extra effort to give you some something something because despite the surrounding it is still you whom I like SO BADLY LIKE THAT, I think forcing it will do me, or us, no good.

I really like you. But things will come naturally if they are to come. I cannot force myself to think that I like you more than I feel that I do… As much as I cannot force things that are not even empirical to our situation, to our friendship, to whatever.

(My) final say is…. I really, really like you. I can actually fall for you deeper in a sense but luckily, I can manage to control the feeling. If only I am given the opportunity to do things and give you things (NON-MATERIAL ONES), I would really be honored to. But if not, you know I am, and I always will be around. Because it is quite unbelievable already that despite the surrounding and the crowd around, it is still You whom I find myself liking so so much. Surprisingly, I am talking (typing) without the pride I almost always have. I must really like you.